MIDDLE FINGERS UP.

I haven't written here in months.  That's not new.  And the title of this post isn't because I'm angry with anyone or anything - I'm not.  This is just a little reminder to myself after a couple of really dark weeks, a lot of crying, even more thinking, a little more crying, and a whole bunch of unexpected forced healing that I am still here, motherfuckers.  And not one of you is going to stop me.  More later.  At some point.